Breathe In Deeper Now

Hey everyone.....

So I realize that I haven't done a very good job at keeping up with posts and letting you all know whats going down at LT and I'm sorry for that. I now realize what "hard" truly is. I can't seem to manage my time well at all. Work is always a buzz kill. Hanging with people is great but it's hard to coordinate schedules sometimes. LT is extra frustrating and I most definitely was not expecting all of this.

The truth is..... I MISS ISU!!! For the past week all I have been talking about is how I want to go back to school. Sure, LT is a blast and I am loving it even with all of the trials. But there was something about my first year of college that made everything so much better even if there were many trials and sufferings there as well.

There are two awesome things that I want to share with all of you though. Well actually one since they are pretty much the same thing. So last Wednesday, for project day we had an 8 hour God time at the Newport News Park. Going into 8 hours I figured it would be impossible. I have never spent that much time with God. And during that time we were told to fast as well so we skipped breakfast and lunch. If you didn't know, I get sick VERY easily when I don't eat anything so I wasn't sure I would make it. But I realized that God will always suffice. I just prayed when I got hungry or anything like that and He totally took care of me. So I realized that if I truly depend on God to help me He will come through.

SECOND! Ever stop to look at God's beautiful creation or look at the animals running around as if it were the first day for them in the world??? Yes! That is one of the many ways that I spent time with God on Wednesday. I did a lot of walking and got to see MANY beautiful things. Saw many squirrels. Saw deer eating. Saw the way that the trees block just enough sunlight to make your walk comfortable. Crossed a bridge over this body of water as the angled sunlight hit it perfectly. I did a lot of reflecting and God's creation finally became something that was evident and oh so amazing. I am grateful that God gave me the opportunity to see what He has created.

Just a little of how amazing God has been. Anyway, I am tired and will stop writing for now. I will most likely post a little sooner next time at an earlier time so I can write more and think clearly.

God Bless! :)

Do Not Move - David Crowder Band