Hey everyone!!! (Not sure who everyone is, seeing that I have no followers....but anyway.....) I am now back at school since Spring Break is over. The plan was to tell you all everything that happen from Tuesday on, but I don't really have the patience or the desire to do so. Lol. So what I will talk about is TODAY!!!
It is Sunday. I am back in my dorm, chillin, reading my bible, and just resting. I am so happy to be back. Don't get me wrong, seeing my friends back home never lets me down, but there was something I was missing...... But now that I am back everything is back to normal. And when I say normal, I don't mean it in a good way.
The week before spring break was the worst!!! Not because of what I did or did not do, but because of the stupid thing we call emotion or feeling. I am an emotional guy. Always have been. But it is not a good thing!!! At first it was like "yeah, I let my feelings out and people love that. My feelings are so strong for this thing and that's awesome." But I don't feel that way this time. Because last week I was sad..... And right now I am sad. I can't really go into detials. Not yet at least..... One day, but many from right now, I will tell you why I was so sad. But for right now, all you need to know is that I was sad, am sad, and might be sad for a little while. But the thing with me is that I don't always show my true emotion. Like many people, I can easily hide how I am truly feeling. Whenever I am with my friends, or anyone for that matter, I don't always show them that I am hurting inside because I know that only puts a damper on the mood and makes me look like a baby. So I hold it in and hope that I can make it through. I realize that I am rambling so I am gonna stop. I promise to blog about something amazing that happened next time.
Excuse my lameness =P
Into the Fire - Thirteen Senses
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