Best weekend ever??? Yes!!!! Even Sunday rocked my socks. Friday was a good day. Got to hang out with my brodys!!! Even my roommate hung out which was awesome because we don't truly hang out all that much. So that was a wonderful time. Now Saturday..... Saturday was FANTASTIC! I went to Winter Jam with Evan, Andrew, Harold (Harry), and Jonathan. Winter Jam is a tour for like ten different Christian bands. The Newsboys PUT ON A SHOW. It was sooooooo great. Just being in a room with so many people that love the Lord blew me away. OMG just so great. We didn't get back till like 12:30 AM since it was at UofI. On the way home, Revelation Song came on and we all sang along. It was so moving. Driving back to ISU with these amazing guys just praising the Lord with our voices. Again, FAN-TAS-TIC!!!
Then Sunday came..... A day that I usually dread because there is nothing to do. But that is not true. I have been so blinded by my own idea when I never saw God's. But first, I went to lunch with Kristin and KK. Then Jonathan came out of nowhere with food and joined us. Then Evan came out of nowhere and joined us as well. Soon enough, we were up in Kristin's room talking about anything and everything. I didn't do much talking because I was exhausted but I chimed in at times. I love listening to others speak though. After a lot of talking and the departure of Kristin, we left KK to do her homework. And for the first time I knew exactly what I was gonna do this Sunday. And I was excited..... wait for it..... wait for it...... BIBLE READING!!!! I had fallen behind and had catching up to do. So I sat in my bed, opened to where I was in John, and read. It was an amazing time. I have never been so happy and joyful about bible reading. God is definitely molding me into the man that I was meant to be.
So enough of the play by play........ I have been very on and off with my feelings. But more about the outcome of a certain situation. At times I feel like there is a chance and that is what I must focus on. But there are other times when everything that I hear makes me believe that there is no chance whatsoever. I want a clear cut answer. IS THERE A CHANCE!?!?!?! Because if there is, this guy right here is extra happy. If there isn't, well that sure does suck. And this guy right here will not be happy. And if that does happen, I have to remember that it's God's will and not mine. I have a hard problem with that. There are many times when God is like "Brandon, you are not meant to do this right now" or "Brandon, I hold your future in my hands so will you stop resisting what I have in store for you?" I literally hear God saying these things to me all of the time but I just can't accept it sometimes. I gotta work on that.....
Anything else on my mind.... I am drinking an energy drink right now so I am hyper/excited/ready/crazy. I'm writing this post then I'm gonna study/do homework/work!!!! For all of you who read these posts, I love feedback. So feel free to comment whenever. Thank you Adelina for your comment. And Kristin, thanks for caring about my life.
GNITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
Francesca Battistelli - Beautiful, Beautiful
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