Right now it is 12:10 AM. I have had a pretty productive day. In terms of God time and homework. I am pleased with those two things, but I still was extra bored for most of the day. This is why I hate weekends. The weekend is the time when I don't do anything. Unlike the week when I am SOOOOO busy with class, workingout, work, and Cornerstone. So I look forward to going to class and getting the week started. The only upside to the weekends, AND I MEAN ONLY, is the sleep I get. Other than that, the weekends aren't what they used to be. High School weekends were definitely better.
Now on to more stuff...... I have this overwhelming feeling of hopelessness. Say there is this person, and said person is so close with all of these people. But I am not close with this person. So every time I see (oh what the heck) her, I always think about how I am not that close with her. But there are so many people that are exactly where I want to be. Friendships rock. But the time that it takes to build a good friendship doesn't when you are in such a rush to make yourself important in their eyes. And that is why I feel so hopeless... I truly feel like I will never be able to get there, especially with the slowness of my progress now.
That is pretty much all I got for now..... I am exhausted and in a mood where I could definitely talk about all of my feelings that I can't let out yet, but that would be yet another repetition of like 3 other posts. So.......
I'm out!!!
Lifeline - Angels and Airwaves
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